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ASKHOLES

Askholes

Everyone knows at least one askhole. This kind of people are so enoying. They ask you shit but they knows it always better.
Or they asks the same questions over and over, even though you’ve answered them countless times. Then you have people (they call themselves friends) that show up only when they need something and ask for some stuff.
I call hem FUCKING ASKHOLES too!

Askholes. They are everywhere. At school, at a busstation, at the supermarket and even at FACEBOOK and TWITTER.
It scares fucking the shit out of me when I look at my facebook and I see how many people play fake everyday. “Hey how are you?? Nice picture” and started a prive chat. . You never talk to me in real life. You ask for attention? So you want attention? right…. When you see me in REAL life go TALK in my face and I will give you attention.
DELETE FRIENDSHIP. You are a FUCKING ASKHOLE TOO.

I posted a new picture of my new shoes and BAMM the first Askhole write, “HEY THERE WERE DO YOU BUY THESE” uh do I know you? Who the F are you? Are we really friends? Or what????? Aha you only want many facebook friends okok I get it.
DELETE FRIENDSHIP. You are a FUCKING ASKHOLE TOO.

There are also Askholes at school. Talking blablabla behind my back but when they need homework or a fucking sigaret I am the first person they come to. And ask “Rachel can I overwrite your homework?” “Hi girl, how are you? Do you have a sigaret?”
ALSO YOU ARE FUCKING ASKHOLES TOO!

Everyone knows at least one ASKHOLE… and if you don’t, then it’s YOU.

SO FY

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Ana and I

When I was younger, I had an eating disorder.
On internship we were ask to look back to the struggles you had in life.
And i wrote this.

Ana and I

All day the voices in my head
You must do this you must to that
all day long, all the time
The inside is screaming so deafening

All the time that crazy voice in my head
She started out sweet,
Then she screams ‘you are so fat
you should not eat’.

I lost some pounds
I hope it makes her proud
‘see it works you are almost pretty,
and that makes you happy.

For the world I was laughing and kidding,
behind my mask there was that thing,
That no one knows.

I wish I hadn’t listened
I was looking better, wasn’t?
now she tells
‘you are so FAT FAT FAT ‘
and that she yells.

I count everything
Every pound
Calorie
Inch

Just hoping I’ll be happy with myself
But happiness will ever come
Its always just out of reach
I can almost grab it

I am almost there
Started fresh with some new air

And Ana she is nothing more for me

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Three words

I love you!

Askholes   

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